I’m learning a lot about myself through this experience; that’s for sure.
I’ve learned that I’ve always had the fantasy that being with the right person would bring stability and happiness.
I panic and get anxious when I’m on my own.
In my meditation practice, trying to learn to not grasp or cling to those things that are impermanent, I have a stash back in the closet of my mind that I don’t include in that exercise.
I can focus on “being in the moment”, and immediately thereafter rush like a fool to try to establish some sort of security for the future.
Yoga, meditation, and the quiet of the woods I live in are sustaining me now.
The more I learn about myself and life, the more I realize how much I don’t understand.
We’re all in the same boat. And sometimes it capsizes and sinks. Learning how to swim is important.